Diana.nu

I didn’t get the job.

Last night, the woman called me, and said I have more growth in other industries or something. Making me so angry.

There was nothing relevant to put in my resume, so I put web development stuff and made it relate (bad idea). But I told her that I don’t want to do web development anymore. It’s dead. It’s over. Bye.

But she shooed me away because I happen to have experience in something I don’t want to do anymore.

Everyone I know is telling me the same thing, too. Diana, you can do it. Diana, it’s the future. I think it might be impressive that I know HTML and CSS and PHP, but only to people who don’t know them.

It takes more than that to get a job, friends. I don’t know a lot of JavaScript to be a front-end developer, and I don’t know OOP to be a back-end developer, and I don’t have the creativity to design as a job.

And no more learning, please. I’m tired already, and I imagine I’d only get more tired trying to keep up in the industry. No más. I just want an office job where I can use general skills and not be stressed out.

So, I guess I give up. I’m going for front-end developer jobs, making it clear what I can or can’t do. Sigh, you know?

Oh geez, I’m rambling on about punctuation marks when something actually important happened.

I got a MacBook Pro! I don’t know what to say about it besides “AWESOME!”

Everything is set up so nicely. Everything works. It’s great. I am having some issues though. Trackpads are hard, I keep accidentally clicking stuff in the dock, and it totally ate a CD. I don’t know what to do about the CD, but I gotta get it out.

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“BUT YOU’RE NOT SO PRETTY WHEN YOU’RE DEAD.”

I cannot stop listening to Showbread. I downloaded another album, too. I don’t know what’s wrong with me. I used to be a fan, but back in freshman year of high school. What’s happening?! I don’t know what exactly the problem is, either! They’re kind of cheesy and also Christian. That might be it. There’s a lot of guilt in their lyrics. Talking about personally nailing Jesus to the cross and letting him down. Cheer up, Josh Dies.

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Pet stores are very sad. Remind me why they need to exist.

Oh, and I drove! I can’t drive! I almost died!

I am sneezing so much right now. Being sick is not fun.